My dreams

Yep , thats it ! The subject which is more interesting in 3rd year . Killing me on a friday or wednesday. Its just a combination of pathology and anatomy, not forgetting freaking Histology which I never really liked in 2nd year . ! You know the best part ?My dean of English Faculty is the teacher so no missing or classes and misbehaving for me ! hehehehe

Guess whats in those jars ? Pickles ??No! Your guess is wrong ! Those are the organs we study . Extracted from the human body after autopsy . * Don't say you heard it from me * .I am not looking forward to is an autopsy ,the thing of opening the human body is giving me chills .Down here you can see a liver , Highly attacked by cancerous cells . Its so sad how people hear about liver or lung cancer yet the ignore the message yet they drink like there is no tomorrow or smoke like a chimney =(

The thing about medicine is that every subject you learn and drop haunts you later in time . I thought Histology was dead and gone for good but now am meeting it again !Damn . "You have forgotten normal histology and anatomy !" That's the sentence I hear every lesson , cant you cut me some slack please ?One thing I liked about histology were the drawing , welcome to secondary kindergarten !

"The Nobel prize goes to Lipitachka ! " said the dean . Nobel Prize ? Me ? I didn't discover any new unknown cells ! I didn't discover a new disease ?! Did I ? " Lipita got this prize for getting not a 1 , 2 , 3 or 4 but for getting a 0 ! " Damn!Better study hard next time , who said in University people don't get 0? hahaha

I feel like I've been on the sea for too long
Waves pulling me back and forth
No direction of my destination
Your smile brings forth navigation
Helping me to find my way home

When I try to talk the only thing you always say is
If it was meant to be then it will be.
So crazy is this thing called love
So lazy is my thought about it destination
Now that I have it how can I give it up?
Now that am down will I get up?

Caught I am in a storm
I cant swim on my own
I see a captain on board
please pull me up with your love
Set your smile as anchor
Be my buoy boy
Reach out for me and take my hand

A few days ago I was talking to this girlfriend of mine . She asked me if I ever have a feeling of unsatisfactory in instances where I really wanted something so bad and then later I realise that its not it . That question struck my mind and got me thinking , it does happen that sometimes what I need and what I want sometimes can be different .

Looking on the factors which can make us feel unsatisfied , I came to conclude that sometimes we think like we are in movies or in a certain fairytale . I dont mean that fairytale worlds are bad because I have my own fairytale world where everything is possible . The best thing is to wake ourselves up from that daydream and face the real world . To open our eyes and then look at the bigger picture and utilise that. Instead of sitting down and saying that " I wish I got something different" you should look at the thing the other way round.

Imaginations can make us create a world which is far from reality and when reality comes to our face and then BANG!!! We become devastated and then regret ever wanting that thing which we have got . Sometimes we forget the difference between what we want and what we need. There are many changes that have taken place in my life but instead of sitting down and asking myself if that is what I really wanted .I see through the thing and then utilise it and become thankful for it because I know am a princess and my King will never give me something which can hurt me .Have you ever considered that ?