My dreams

Thats the message leaders,2010 was a year of rebellion and struggles . I thank My Dady Upstairs for being there for me and for HIS guidance and patience . 2010 I lost friends , made new ones reconciled with broken friendships and well found myself a hobby which I like .Lets enter this new year without doubts because there is a lot HE has in store for you and me . Enjoy it .
Love Fafa

Lately I have come to realise that life is like any other game, but the difference is that in our normal games we have time to know when the game is ending . Like for soccer we know that the players have 90 minutes to do their best to score as many goals as possible to beat the opposing team .Life is not like that , the final whistle can blow anytime ...even today or tomorrow .

I remember a few years ago when I went home for a holiday . My niece Mirriam was just 5 years old . One day I was left home with Mimi and my young cousin Andrew who was then 9 years old . While they were busy watching cartoons on T.V , I was also busy playing computer games and listening to music. Later Mimi came to me and said " Fa! I am going to the kitchen to get a spoon and freezer to get some yoghurt , watch Andrew please because he likes messing with the T.V!" I laughed so hard , but Mimi came back and stood next to me and put 1 hand on her hip and said " I mean it Falles! "

"I'll help you get the yoghurt from the deep freezer ok? " I said and I stood up to help her . But to my surprise she firmly said " I will do it myself !" Deep inside I knew she was too short to bend down to reach the deep freezer to get it , but since she insisted I watched her go to the kitchen and got a spoon .She took a stool and moved it closer to the deep freezer and stood on the stool and bent over to get the yoghurt , to my predictions she was too short to reach it . "Fa! Help me get it please !" all that independence Mimi had was gone and she depended on me to get her what she wanted .

I came to realise that as a christian sometimes I act like my niece . Like most of the Christians We sometimes have that spirit of independence in us . we too want to " Do it my self" when it comes to growing in Jesus and Serving HIM . We sometimes think we can do anything without God taking part in our actions , but the fact is that we really do . We plan for the future on what we shall do and how we do it and sometimes we forget to put God first in it . We tend to forget that what God has planned nobody can go against it .We also forget that we were born with distorted thoughts, our thoughts and actions are corrupt .We need Gods Guidance to be with us in everything we do , In our plans and our actions.We need to depend on God in our every action but the question in our minds should be :Can God depend on us ??

Wow,How time flies!It was a time like this last year when I had dreams of having my own website . It was like this time when I had my first post , the Virgins introduction .Thanks to Chiann my dreams became reality , not forgetting Angel for motivating me with her website . I finally had my own site ,My Dreams! A place of my thoughts , imaginations and peace of mind .I am now no longer a stranger at this thing called blogging . Some say my website is a gateway to stalking me but I think other wise, You cant know the 100% me using this because not everything I write is about me. I let people see my life away from home through my words not forgetting the things happening in this world.

TO :Dady upstairs (God)
Thank you for giving me the talent to be able to write something for people to read . For making me discover this and making use of it . I am thankful for all my fans who read this and appreciate my writing.Much thanks for giving me a friend who has always been there for me , in tears and smiles .

To: XiaoChiann
Thanks mostly for being there for me , for being the person that you have always been. For being my comforter in times of my tears , my psychologist when I was about to loose my head , my listener when I wanted to talk , my adviser when I needed advise (though I never listened to all you advise ). I apologise for not listening to you sometimes , for not paying attention to you when you needed it and mostly for hurting you.We've had our time alright , our fights , separations but in time I hope everything will be well again .

To :My fans
2882 hits! wow!
Thanks for following my blog , for reading my stories . For those who give me ideas to improve it thank you .If I ever attacked you in my blog I apologise for it and I will make some changes , that's a promise .I promise to also continue bringing you some new stuff , I know lately I have been lazy and haven't updated it for long but that will change now .God Bless .

Love Fafa .
XOXO

1st of December every year is world AIDS day . The first world AIDS day was commemorated on 1st December 1988 , 22 years on .The slogan for this year is :
“Universal Access and Human Rights”

According to statistics. At the end of 2009, 33.3 million [31.4 million–35.3 million] people were estimated to be living with HIV, up slightly from 32.8 million [30.9 million–34.7 million] in 2008. This is in large part due to more people living longer as access to antiretroviral therapy increases. An estimated 2.6 million [2.3 million–2.8 million] people became newly infected with HIV in 2009, nearly 20% fewer than the 3.1 million [2.9 million–3.4 million] people infected in 1999. .

To some HIV / AIDS is just like a therapy , AIDS IS REAL . Some got infected unknowingly by birth . Its not a virus which infects people by chance because it can be you ... or me . Lets spread the message , avoid stigma and discrimination .Remember ABC ! Abstinence , Being faithful , Condom . Abstinence is the best way to avoid this .GET TESTED AND BE FREE.