My dreams

waiting here for you to call me
For you to shake me
For you to tell me that its all a dream
Waiting near the dim light as the darkness covers me
So vile and so mean so quickly as it blankets my soul
Where can I run ? Who can I run to ?

Sitting here all alone , craving for that sweet soul
To come close and say everything is fine
Loneliness has attacked me with full force
My veins and nerves have been taken over by it
Waiting in this cold
wishing you would pass by and take me home
Tucking me safely in our arms
Am homeless

Been busy lately that is why I have not been able to update my blog , sorry about that . A lot of interesting things have happened this month . I am just so happy because this month has been full of fun , spiritually , academically .It has just been wow !! Yep this was part of my fun . That was a women day treat SFC Men had for us . That was great shocker for all of us because the men did a lot beyond our expectations. Yesterday we Divas had a meeting ..Diva ? yeah Diva with a proper meaning not just any other Diva .
D- determined
I- integrity
V- virtuous
A- aggressive (about what we want)

Yep that is the meaning . The thing I liked about it was that we just had that time which we spoke about a lot of stuff affecting out lives as girls surviving in Russia . We talked , joked and played games that we all lost track of time . we just wished it would go on forever . One of those topics we talked about was about trials and temptations . God can not give you something which HE knows that you can not achieve it . But sometimes we forget that HES looking down at us so the best is for us to look up . That part is indeed something most of us forget most of the times .

Stress , yeah that is one thing we all face time after time . It was interesting to share with the rest of the girls on how each one of us deals with stress . Its weird how some people deal with this thing called stress . The best thing to reduce and avoid stress is to let God be in control ,sometimes when we do things without asking for HIS control things and go wrong because we just act like a sheep without a shepherd .Another way of avoiding stress is to plan ahead and do things at the right time .

Have you ever gone on a date with God ? Wow that is was something I never knew and have never done before.Yeah just you and Him ,forget about everything around you . Just focus on HIM and HIS word and write it down .Pray , meditate and sing and spend that alone time with HIM .It can be outside or in a restaurant . Wow thank you girls for teaching me a lot of stuff which I cant explain , but the bottom line is . I had fun !! Thank you SFC DIVAS !!!