My dreams

I am lost in the shadow of my fears
Where can I find rest ?
How can I resist ?
Why is this thing feeding on my fears and growing ?
Why do I feel like I am sitting on a time bomb?

Should I call it a burden or a gift?
Can I ever get used to its pain or pleasure ?
Can I ever accept that its implanted in me & part of me?
Can I ever wake up and realise that it has abandoned me ?
Can I ever have peace of mind ?

Will people laugh at me ?
Won't they think that my sanity abandoned me ?
Won't I look like a black sheep?
All I want to do now to fly on the wings of a dream

Ingredients :
160 prescriptions of Pharmacology
500 multiple choice questions of Path Physiology
2 yellow books of Pharmacology
All lectures notes of Path. physiology
A bunch of lectures notes from Internal diseases
A couple of Russian compositions to narrate
a pinch of Hygiene

1. Mix 160 pharmacology prescriptions with 2 yellow books of Pharmacology . Stir Vigourously and add more time to the combination . Serve them In big Bowl of Tatiana and let it cool
2. Sieve the 500 MCQ of path. physiology in a bowl of lectures and simmer them for a while . When they have simmered at your required taste serve them in a bowl of Elena .
3.Fry all the Internal disease lectures in frying Pan of Yulia , remember to make sure that your practicals should be done before frying them .
4.Boil the Russian compositions together with a little practise and let it cool . After that serve it in a departmental bowl
5.Finally Grate Hygiene in a small plate .

Serve all these gourmet with a sweet dish of your credit book . Enjoy guys!!!!

That is the sound of a clock , ticking its seconds away . The ticked off seconds turn into minutes and the minutes give birth to hours . The hours accumulate and give rise to days . The days Unite to form a week and a week united with 3 more weeks to make a month . How time flies ! Exams are just a few metres away from me . Its like yesterday that I started 3rd year but now look , I am on the verge of starting 4th year . Now time to battle with the credits and get my stuff ready and prepare to fight with these 5 exams . When the battle field is hot the fight shall start with studying ,revision and problem solving it shall be Adios 3rd year!!!

Its just so weird to know I have been in this lovely city called St. Petersburg for 3 years now.Its only like yesterday I came to this place and emotions of getting out of this place blanketed me but now I am doing fine . No more calling home and say "Mummy I want to come home !" I am a big gal now , settled and have crazy friends all over me who make my world go round . I am actually quiet thankful for every friend who has lifted me up when I was down . Now this place is my second home ,well that is one thing that I never thought I would say ;)

To :All fighters who fought for their country
Who shed their precious blood to protect what was rightfully theirs.
All the women who waited at home with little hope of seeing their loved ones again
Who were the strength to the children who were scared .
All innocent souls who lost their lives in their homes due to the bombings
Everyone who suffered with no water and electricity in the temperatures below freezing point