Obsessed with perfection

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Jenny is only 28 years old and has already had 26 plastic surgeries. Jenny says she first became a slave to the scalpel after one critical comment from her then husband. "My ex-husband told me that my nose was too big, that my boobs were too small, so eventually I got a boob job to stop the comments," Jenny says. "I just moved from a bad relationship with him to a bad relationship between me and my reflection. After the divorce, plastic surgery became an obsession for me."

Jenny was just 25 years old when she had a brow lift. She's also had Botox, cheek implants, three nose jobs, veneers on her teeth, three lip implants, two boob jobs, three breast lifts, and liposuction on her arms, stomach, hips, thighs, and knees. Jenny says that the total cost of her plastic surgeries is about $80,000. Its unbelievable how much other people can pay for their looks .I think she looks like Barbie , every girls favourite doll.

But even all these surgeries have failed to stop Jenny from scrutinizing her imagined imperfections."I still see a lot of things that are wrong," Jenny says. "I still want other things done. I'm unhappy with stretch marks left from pregnancy, and I would like a tummy tuck. I still see imperfections in my nose and wrinkles around my eyes and all kinds of stuff. I mean, it just depends on the day. It's been a battle that I've had with my poor self-esteem that started a long time ago and the continuous need to feel like I should fit in somehow, and I never can fit in. …I'm obsessed with it, I don't know what an addict is. I've never been addicted to drugs. I've never been addicted to alcohol. I've never been an alcoholic. So if this is what addiction is, then, yes, I'm addicted to it. I think about it all the time." But how can she reverse the effects of all these surgeries shes had?

Due to too much nose jobs Jenny's nostrils became blocked and finds difficulties in breathing.The only way for her to breathe properly is to use her mouth or use a cotton bud to unblock her clogged nose.Can u imagine unclogging ur nose everytime you want to breathe ??

My question is where is that "beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder"thing ??We were all created beautifully and carefully .He did not mould us like an angry baker icing a cake.

Jerusalema

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Jerusalema is based on the story of Lucky Kunene, an underworld figure who in the 1990s took over real estate in the Hillbrow neighborhood of Johannesburg, South Africa .A city which was fathered by gold mothered by money and commanded by white men with cruelty .
Most people who watch SABC have seen him in some soaps like Generations. My favourite soap who played Karabo Moroka's Husband . .Introducing Mr. Kunene himself !

I like the begining when he quoted his uncle who told him that "If you steal , steal big and hope like hell that you get away with it ". And his other uncle who told him that "all wealth is theft"
Lucky , who grew up in a poor family with 3 siblings. He was raised by a single mother they lived in Soweto.His family was so poor such that they could hustle to make ends meet or find food for the day . at Lucky's best friend was Zekes who was always stcking around and were always together . Thats what I call friendship.

He applied for a place at Johannesburg Technical university to study computer science.He was accepted but poor lucky was not under sponsorship so he tried working hard to raise money for his studies .Since Poverty is a root of evil too , Lucky and Zeke ventured into bad bussiness with Nazareth who was a guerrilla and a car thief . But Nazareth did not call it call theft he called it :Affirmative repossesion . What a positive way of describing it .

During another unsuccessful operation Nazareth gets caught and is imprisoned . This makes Lucky and Zeke scared making them to leave Soweto for Hillbrow. There they ventured into Taxi bussines which was not earning as much as they did when they were repossessing cars affirmatively.Later Nazareth gets released , since no one can quit crime they form the Hillbrow Housing fund which made them possess alot of buildings. The citizens called Lucky Kunene the Robinhood of Hillbrow. The police was on the outlook for themfor their unlawful repossession .
Things turned sour when Nazareth turns against them and Kills Zekes . Payback for Zeke was all that Lucky needed. Nazareth gets what he deserved and then The police hunts Lucky Kunene down and arrests him . He escaped by the help of his friends and his girlfrend who helps leave Johannesburg for Durban .I can't explain the whole movie , but this is a must watch ! I was surprised to see that South Africa can cook something this big which even got a nomination .Well thumbs up for you guys because you have beat the best Nollywood action movies !!!!

What used to be

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I remember our trinity , When each one of us would represent our continents.
When all of us would sit down and chit-chat , have fun and enjoy .
All of us far way from home .
How inseparable we used to be like siamese triplets.
3 colours blending in beautifully , what a combination it was !!
What happened? Why this aftermath ?Why now?Why us ?

(Ps:Nothing personal , no smaking me or getting mad)

Say It!

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All too often we take for granted the ones we love .Perhaps we get caught in the day-to-day process of of living and working or school , and neglect to share our true inner feelings . "He knows I love him "we tell ourselves. But never tell our loved ones. Maybe you grew up in a family where positive loving feelings were never expressed in words, so we dont know what to say .Perhaps youre scared that you may say the wrong things , or that if you try to express your feelings you wont be able to control them .Thats ok even if you cry. I read an advertisement which read "Say it with Flowers!". Maybe thats how you will tell that special someone of your love.Or perhaps say it wit a card. For instance I love chocolates and I appreciate such tokens when I recieve them . But one thing ive learned now is that never let a card or a gift do all the work of saying what someone really feels inside. We also need to say "I love U" Everyone needs to hear words of love .In the song of Solomon which is my favourite book , the lovers frequently use endearing terms when speaking to each other.Today tell that special someone "I love U" not just with candy or flowers but with words.

A word of love can make a World of difference!!

My beloved spoke and said to me "Rise up my love , my fair one and come away " Song of Solomon 2 :10

Our first Microbiology Class

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New semester and New subjects ,How interesting!We had our first biochemistry class yesterday.To admit I was not looking forward to it at all because am not a Histology fan and if I hate Histology like a cat hates water why not Microbiology ?Well I have to get used to it because its going to be my friend till next year .The class was quiet interesting actually because we were repeating about bacteria , which was like a,b,c to us .Then we had to sign the agreement about following the rules and regulations which some people including me broke them before and after signing the contract.


For the lesson we had to get some bacteria samples from our body , We had to get some things stuck in our teeth using a toothpick and check for some microbes .Ewww kind of disgusting I know!


Its unbelievable how we can have microbes stuck in our teeth inspite of brushing our teeth .This is a confession Fafa did not brush her teeth on lunch time,hehehe!Later we had to Rub the toothpick we used on a slide and use dye to make the stain visible on the slide.Each one of us were given a microscope to see the microbes ,unlucky for me my microscope did not show anything .



Some of My classmates were given 5 for having excellent samples .Meaning alot of microbes in their teeth .I wont mention their names because they will smack the wax out of me ! So guys I didnt mention your names so please dont smack me .

I Just had a negative thought about Microbiology but I hope me and it shall be partners.

To :The man upstairs

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Dear Man Upstairs ,
Its been ages since I last jolted down something for you . Well there have been a lot of changes that have taken place and I am trying to adjust to some of them bit by bit .Its indeed true that this life is like a teacher because we learn as we live .

Firstly I can say that am feeling quiet happy and quiet sad at the same time . But 1 thing is am missing something or I can say someone .I now understand why they say that you know how worth someone is when youre not with them .I look at the horizon and ask myself whether I will get another chance in my life .Sometimes I just wish i would have powers to unwind the hands of time . To undo all the mistakes , but i cant ! Am human and am bound to make mistakes every now and then .Thats what makes my life a teacher . Good Things come to people who what but what if impatient ?What if am not worth second chance ?So many questions in my mind but I will find answers soon or answers will find me .
School is still stuck to me like a shadow and am not looking forward to it at all .Sometimes I wonder if theres someone who likes school and goes to school happily . I just wish i would wake up and then swish!!!Am a doctor and am working and I have a house and well Live happily ever after .Hahaha !!!Thats a little girls dream I can say !I just wish i had a microchip in my head so that i grasp something at once and no more studying.Eish! i hate studying , but how will be a doctor if i dont study ?Beats me !

Lastly , Winter is here as you know .This season makes me miss My African weather which has nurtured me since my childhood . I just cant wait for the Hot summer and Study-free season . As for now am just chilling with my girls : Chiann , Fiorela and Josephine .More adventures as the Ying yang twins continue their adventures . Omg!! Ying Yang twins ?Such a copy cat I am . Thats all that was itching in my chest and folding my chest . We shall continue watching this life series of mine .Ciao! !Ndapita !Selamat tinggal!Tischues!Bye!

Your Girl downstairs
Fafa