My dreams

I was happy to be amongst one of the few chosen bridesmaids for Noels marriage to Mellisa in 2007. God had brought this couple together and it was Obvious that they were deeply In love .It was an honour for me to be one of the bridesmaid at such a wedding.
When the wedding day finally arrived , all the preparations were had been made .We looked glamorous and pampered , The flowers were in place . The caterers were already in position to serve the people who were to attend the wedding .

As the Sermon began We walked in first with our partners and took our seats .The flower girl came next dropping petals as she walked in .She was so cute as she dropped the flowers on the floor while approaching the altar .

Finally Mellisa stepped into the church walking hand in hand with Noel. The whole congregation stood up in respect to this new couple.As the reverend started the sermon, Noels focus was on Mellisa .He did not care how the Bridesmaid dressed or how decorated the church was .He was watching for his bride ,and had eyes for her only .

Just as Mellisa was Noels bride so is the Church to Jesus Christ .He loves her with with sacrificial, unending love .He died to redeem her and the day is nearing when Christ will return to earth to take his bride.The joyful marriage supper of the Lamb will follow (Rev 19:7-9)
As part of the church , we are the bride of Christ .He loves us and has eyes for us .Do we have eyes for him?

The first photo is for 50 Cent but who is that dude in the second photo? Its 50 Cent too ! Unbelievable right ? I was shocked too to hear that he has lost 56 pounds (25 kg ) . What a big change indeed !
The rapper did this to star in a movie Things Fall Apart , in which he is going to play a role of a promising football player who gets cancer .Such a sad movie is it =(
To loose all that he starved for 9 weeks and lived on liquid diet , poor 50. I hope he doesnt become manorexic. Most of us are used to seeing the mucho Muscle man but I guess we have to get used to his new look since it for a good cause .My question is ;Will he be perfoming like this ?

The feeling that makes my heart undergo a series of refractoriness , followed by automaticity . Its a feeling which kills all my sensory nerves .. Talking about Oxytocin , released to make me feel light like a feather and fly in the sky ...Swimming in the ocean of imaginations. Oh Love OH love ....Is this feeling real ??Time shall tell =)

Can Someone tell me what it is all about ? Some say its just euphoria and then you go back to your normal self .Some moments are worth rewinding . I wish There was one moment I would rewind , For that I would repeat it over like a tape .
Does it Make you happy to see me suffer because I am too emotional ? It sucks to realise that you have always loved someone who seemed to be ignoring you . Mostly it also hurts if you realise that you never been trusted by the one you have always liked . I can say that I have never liked you but more ...I always did . But sometimes its hard to say how I feel you because I am a coward . There I have said it ! But its not like you have never seen it when you looking at this scared girl who trembles at times and blanketed by fear and love .

Some say I am a sucker for love , but isnt Love worth fighting for ?A lot of people are on a holy grail to find that one person they love . I found you but I just cant figure out how you slipped out of my hands .I cant let go because there is this one thing that keeps me going , this one thing which drives me crazy .

Good things wait for people who wait ,you once said so . I have always waited but for how long should I wait ?Its not simple to just accept that you are gone you know . Sometimes I feel like I am sleeping and then I will wake up and then I have you. But how many nights have I woken up to realise that its not a dream . My friends always said try again and I will find what I am looking for ,and some say I did not fight enough .I sometimes think I should try again but will you be there ??I cen not be the one you love but I will always be the one to care , even from a distant . I am still here riding sorrow because I miss loving you

I am out of strength
But youre my strength
If am out of hope
You give me hope
Weary I am and nowhere to lean
You told me to lean on you

Like King Solomons wisdom ,
Give me wisdom
Like Davids strength
Give me strength and vigour
Like Shadreck ,Misheck and Abednego
make me fearless .

Give me peace and make me calm
As calm as still water .
Give me a good memory
To remember everything
You said you never sleep
Make me stay awake with you
You said you can never let me slip and fall
Give me the balance on my heel

Amen !!!

These are one of these days I ask myself why I am like this .Sometimes I wonder if its in my nature or its just a crazy nasty habits which I have .Or is it a disability in me ?
I always wonder why I like putting so much trust in people and have high expectations in them .In the end I end up getting disappointed . This problem of taking friends as family maybe is a Bad idea .

Somebody told me that the thing with me is that am a speaker not a listener . Ouch!! That did hurt =(
Somebody also told me that I complain alot , about school , zachots , friends who hurt my feelings and many more . That was a double OUCH!
Somebody told me that I talk alot ! That was awful but its how I am right ? Ive always been the type who likes starting a conversation and socialising with people around me .

When I make decisions and tell those I think are family . Some just listen and agree with me. when it turns upside down they are there to offer a shoulder . Thats what I like about you.
Some listen to my ideas and then offer me the take it or leave it advise , and when my ideas flop they either say "I told you so!" or say "It happens never mind "you guys mean a lot to me =)

But theres another group of friends who listen to my ideas attentively and then when the right time comes they breathe out the fire in them and then I get in the middle of the hot pan !All the things they were not saying comes out on that particular day and all the judgemental thoughts are brought to life . My question is why dont you correct my mistakes instantly other than keeping them for future use ???Later you say am a show off because i tell you my ideas ? It hurts you know =(

When I was young I used to think Life is as easy as A,B,C . I used to think we just go to school to stop bugging mommy at home , come back after giving mom some free time, play , eat and sleep at night .I used to wish I was a little older because I used to admire the freedom, the allowances and the way my older siblings used to live .
Ive have now come to realise that there are more things in life apart from school and growing up . Planning my future in now becoming a nightmare .Sometimes the plans I make are not mature enough.Now I wish I was a child because when I was little I was not involved in decision making and it did not give me a headache.
I see a bright future ahead of me , but sometimes that vision becomes blurred . I need some Guidance oh Lord!I am feeling like a lost sheep , put me back on track and back in business .

Ligers, tigons and grolar bears, oh my! Take a look at some of these other worldly hybrid animals and you'll realize the possibilities are endless. I just like the combinations because they are like algebraic combination which : Y x Z = YZ.
Liger =Lion + tiger . A cross of a male lion and a female tiger, Look at the size of this creature! As big as a lion and stripped like a tiger.
Our second contestant , the Zebroid . Born from a cross of a zebra and horse or donkey . This one is a terrific outcome , even having white colour how cute can it be ?
Oink Oink! Thats a pigs sound alright . One weird hybrid is a cross between a clean dosile lamb and a dirty noisy pig . Its a pig having fur , I know Mr Pig likes mud so hows is it going to be with the fur coating it ?hehehe

Back to the cat family , Savannah cats are the name given to the offspring of a domestic cat and a several — a medium-sized, large-eared wild African cat.Interestingly, savannah Cats are much more social than typical domestic cats, and they are often compared to dogs in their loyalty. They can be trained to walk on a leash and even taught to play fetch.That I can have for a pet .

I was thinking that scientists are busy creating such breeds and destroying the work of mother nature but well Ive come to realise that some of these combinations are natural ! A lion courting a tiger and then mating , well thats as weird as how donkey mated with Dragon in Shrek 2 and produced donkey-dragons .hehehe I guess Love is indeed natural !