From my head
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These are one of these days I ask myself why I am like this .Sometimes I wonder if its in my nature or its just a crazy nasty habits which I have .Or is it a disability in me ?
I always wonder why I like putting so much trust in people and have high expectations in them .In the end I end up getting disappointed . This problem of taking friends as family maybe is a Bad idea .
Somebody told me that the thing with me is that am a speaker not a listener . Ouch!! That did hurt =(
Somebody also told me that I complain alot , about school , zachots , friends who hurt my feelings and many more . That was a double OUCH!
Somebody told me that I talk alot ! That was awful but its how I am right ? Ive always been the type who likes starting a conversation and socialising with people around me .
When I make decisions and tell those I think are family . Some just listen and agree with me. when it turns upside down they are there to offer a shoulder . Thats what I like about you.
Some listen to my ideas and then offer me the take it or leave it advise , and when my ideas flop they either say "I told you so!" or say "It happens never mind "you guys mean a lot to me =)
But theres another group of friends who listen to my ideas attentively and then when the right time comes they breathe out the fire in them and then I get in the middle of the hot pan !All the things they were not saying comes out on that particular day and all the judgemental thoughts are brought to life . My question is why dont you correct my mistakes instantly other than keeping them for future use ???Later you say am a show off because i tell you my ideas ? It hurts you know =(
I always wonder why I like putting so much trust in people and have high expectations in them .In the end I end up getting disappointed . This problem of taking friends as family maybe is a Bad idea .
Somebody told me that the thing with me is that am a speaker not a listener . Ouch!! That did hurt =(
Somebody also told me that I complain alot , about school , zachots , friends who hurt my feelings and many more . That was a double OUCH!
Somebody told me that I talk alot ! That was awful but its how I am right ? Ive always been the type who likes starting a conversation and socialising with people around me .
When I make decisions and tell those I think are family . Some just listen and agree with me. when it turns upside down they are there to offer a shoulder . Thats what I like about you.
Some listen to my ideas and then offer me the take it or leave it advise , and when my ideas flop they either say "I told you so!" or say "It happens never mind "you guys mean a lot to me =)
But theres another group of friends who listen to my ideas attentively and then when the right time comes they breathe out the fire in them and then I get in the middle of the hot pan !All the things they were not saying comes out on that particular day and all the judgemental thoughts are brought to life . My question is why dont you correct my mistakes instantly other than keeping them for future use ???Later you say am a show off because i tell you my ideas ? It hurts you know =(
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