My dreams

9th semester is here !wow !time flies huh?its just like yesterday that i was in 1st year and startin my first class.what can I say apart from thanking the man upstairs for guiding me through all these semesters because to admit the truth , it was not easy .Through Jesus I excelled and  have the strength I need to face every semester here, life in Russia is not easy.Some of my classmates that I used to study with went home because of academic debts , some just left school because of lack of funds to pursue with the studies , some just had to quit and some even repeated some courses due to accumulation of debts.
well 5th year is here , and its exciting because it gives me the hope of  graduating one  day and to finally be called a doctor.That is going to be really exciting !5th year is not as tough as pipo think it is .Its actually  the repitition of most subjects which we had in 4th year and a little bit of continuation.Russian weather and school makes a very bad combination, its autumn and its oready starting to get cold .who would want to go class when its cold?We have to attend classes anyway and avoid having a missed class and accumulation of debts.Boring lectures like economics are a good excuse for a nice nap!Lectures dont care whether we are asleep or paying attention , as long as they do what they are required to do!hahaha

Leaving and walking past a clowd
A lot of things that I did and wasn't proud
With a loud mind but I cant think aloud
Hurts but I cant be around
Heart skipping beats but still pounds
Feeling deaf and cant hear a sound

It will require a lot of Morphine and other medication to heal this pain
I am not insane but antipsychotics I will need
Depression taking over me antidepressants I will need
A cocktail of medication to make me sane again
Incarceration I will need not to run back to you
Sedate me  and calm me down !

Yep! I am back! After a long holiday at home and some adventures , fafa is back !  My holiday was really awesome .I was glad I met my family members , old friends and everyone else.I am really glad that I was home . Every summer vacations has its surprises and drama .
I made new friends and they are very amazing .Well I guess friendship is something that is really hard to understand. I am really glad I made new friends that helped me to see the world in a very different perspective .I also lost some friends , its sad to know that the friends you used to talk to are not close to you like you used to huh ? I have lost some close people who used to be my very good buddies, sometimes distance makes people to loose contact and that loss of contact makes the bond between the two of you weak. Come to think of it , maintaining friendship is like having a flower in your garden , you need to water it frequently , remove weeds and apply manure .
I know some of you will ask about the knight in a shinning armour .Well I can say that prospects were there but things turned out differently. I am back to being me again with other complicated issues . Dont blame me ! I am human , we all have them .This time around I am making new resolutions about this crazy thing called love and am not that bitter.This is a long story too and I dont know if I will spill the beans , maybe !
Practicals ??Hmmm I did my summer practise at Kamuzu central Hospital. How I missed that place , hard as it is to believe but in a few years time that will be my permanent home.My  summer practise wasn't as intence as last year .I gues there are reasons behind it that I dont want to go in details, that information is sealed for now .I had lots of fun at home , I cant just blog about it in one piece but hey join the ride and remember : AM BACK!!!