My dreams

Leaving and walking past a clowd
A lot of things that I did and wasn't proud
With a loud mind but I cant think aloud
Hurts but I cant be around
Heart skipping beats but still pounds
Feeling deaf and cant hear a sound

It will require a lot of Morphine and other medication to heal this pain
I am not insane but antipsychotics I will need
Depression taking over me antidepressants I will need
A cocktail of medication to make me sane again
Incarceration I will need not to run back to you
Sedate me  and calm me down !